Absolute Loneliness Actualized
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Tuesday, 07 October 2008

 

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Absolute Loneliness Actualized

 

She said the fibromyalgia feels like bullets in her spine.

He said he doesn’t want to run away from anything,

Other than every painful lesson he’s ever learned about loneliness.

She said the phantom limbs are screaming out for palliative care.

He said I’m lucky I made it this far.

She said taking interpersonal intimate risks is the only way to get through life,

“But you gotta lay down the law”.

He said the nihilism could be blunted by getting plugged into the non-existent community.

She said that it’s hard to make new friends when you’re pushing 40, so much baggage.

The formative years, are there any friends remaining from the formative years?

He told his friends that she has a website called nobodylovesme dot com

Then he asked every hippie in the room to give her a hug.

She said she went through rebirthing, she rescued herself.

He asked me how I was doing.

I started to cry, “I’ve got to get out of here, I can’t interact with the public today.”

He said that at times, it’s impossible to witness how the masses have negotiated an escape route from the pain and anguish of birth and death.

(Blessed are those that have found a way to avoid looking at how things really are.) 

The Four Humours are speaking to me.

My cells and organs have made it clear:

My will has been completely crushed by loneliness.

 

 

Comments
anna   |2008-09-29 21:47:38
Hey, dont worry. I am a melancholic who has tried out every material and
spiritual consolation and distraction known to man but one way or
another they just reinforced what I already knew. I was thinking of
posting this link:http://****youtube.com/results?search_query= smiths%2B+every+day+is+l
ike+sunday&search_type=&aq =-1&oq=
autotelic  - smaller every day   |2008-09-30 03:33:55
i'm not the one who went through the rebirthing though, it was my lack of faith
that made me cry, as I witnessed the glorious testimonies of those that found a
way out of the dark side.
Anonymous   |2008-09-30 05:28:13
I read an article on The Dalai Lama's brother today, he's bipolar,
medicated and somewhat stable, and he defines himself as a
Doomsday Prophet.

Every Buddhist publication that I've read over
the last 6 months keeps making the critical point that civilization is
most definitely dying, and that now is the time to manifest compassion
for all (and hopefully in the process of doing so, eliminate class)

One well
known monk refers to this as unbearable compassion, if this world was filled with people that were overflowing
with unbearable compassion, we might finally be able to stop talking
about isolation, CSI, loneliness, anxiety, hopelessness, grief, and
the pain associated with being faceless numbers in the great machine.
sean   |2008-09-30 11:49:45
I have no family or friends from the formative years and I have always
experienced the world as a waiting room to something else.
thepleasantvillekid  - where's lucy?   |2008-09-30 17:40:39
I dont think I've ever felt lonlier than I do now!
dom   |2008-10-02 06:41:42
Today I read an article about connected people turning back to the church and
religion because their lives arent working out and wondered where those who've
felt long abandoned can go for sanctuary without being ushered away from the
flock for being negative.
june   |2008-10-08 01:10:37
The experiences of 'those formative years' strongly determine our outlook and
whether we truly grow up.
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